Why does it worse before it gets better?

Im not gonna say much but.... Sammy broke my heart, my soul and my foot. High heels really hurt. Sammy came over and told me she had to tell me something. We sat down. She said it right out ... the break upp talk...i could tell it was hard for her cause she was practcaly crying.i asked her why and she said she wouldnt say. i was so sad that i went off about how it was because she rich and she got mad and stepped on my foot on the way out. thats the first time cried in a long time. Soda im happy that u can find someone who will be there forever. Pony im there for u, i no wat ur goin through. Johnny good luck. Dally...im noit gonna say anythin. Steve keep goin. Carson you can take care of yourself. Why cant i find someone?