Everything Feels Right

Before I tell you what happened I want to thank Jamie for helping me out.I did what Jamie said, I put a note on the tree next to her favorite spot to do homework in between classes. It read "give me ten minutes and a chance to explain"The next day I got a note from her that said"why? To explain why you left me in the middle of our date to go with another girl?" So the following morning i gave her a note that said"look up" puzzled she looked up. On top of the tree I was there. I saw her eyes. They were filled with joy. But then they were filled with disappointment. That saddened me. I jumped down and she was about to run but she didn't. We stood there in silence until I said"I love you you are all I ever think about, You are my goddess of love." then I did something bold...I kissed her. Well after that she fainted.I carried her ten blocks to the hospital. She was out for hours..but I didn't leave..I would never leave her again.When she woke up she said"I love you Darrel"I couldn't believe it." here is your chance to explain" she said. So over the next twenty minutes I explained to her about Car. she said she was sorry for not believing me. Then when they let Sammy out of the hospital I was so relieved to see her smiling again. Then I picked her up and slung her over my shoulder and carried her while she was pounding on me and laughing all the way to her car.She said"So hows Friday night with a movie and me?" i told her" I would be like heaven." She got into her car waved goodbye and drove off. I had a smile on my face the whole way home.

College is Complicated continued

Well thanks a lot Pony!!! Agh!!! Sammy is now mad at me for leaving in the middle of our date. When we were in the hospital with Car I called her like every day a million times but she never answered. I left a million messages on her phone. She never called back... I feel like how I felt when our dog died...but a hundred times worse...This is how Car must of felt when she stabbed herself...This was the first girl I really liked...really loved...I tried to talk to her in college to try to explain...but she avoided me at all costs...I feel like my heart just left and I am dieing..dieing painfully and long..dieing hard...Why do girls have to take your heart with them...Rock has been trying to cheer me up but it makes me hurt seeing him and Jessica together...Yesterday there was a note on my football locker. It was from Sammy, I could tell because it was written in her handwriting and she turns the end of her y's into a heart. It read..i need time to think. Wait a while for me.. I don't know what it means. It doesn't seem good.I'm so sad that I went outside in the rain and ran around the block until I found a Soc to beat up. I took it all out on him until a bunch of his Soc friends came along. I ran. I'm a mess without Sammy. How can I win her back? Me in the rain...

College is Complicated

Look I'm sorry I haven't blogged in a while. With all the school and my job and the thing with Carson it's all too much. I'm going crazy!!! It's not funny!!! I'm doing good as quarterback and I'm getting good grades. There is this hot cheerleaders and I like this one named Sammy alot!!! A friend told me that his friend told him that his sister told him that Sammy told her that Sammy like me. I'm was too nervous to talk to her until a couple of weeks ago. I finaly got the nerve to talk to her after practice with my buddy Rock.(I'll tell you about him another time.) Well when we aproached, he left to go flirt with Jessica. well Sammy was in her little cheerleader group, I lost cofidence. Why do girls stay in groups? It makes it hard to talk to one!! So I waited until she was alone after math class. "Hey, uuuhhhh... I heard that you are very smart...could you tutor me?" Ugghh...so stupid! " Aren't you on the football team? The guy who throws the ball?" she asked. "Yeah you mean the QB?" I answered. "Yeah" she said sheepishly. "Then yes thats me" I answered pleasantly. She smiled at me. I started talking about you guys and she said it was cool that we stick up for each other. She also said that she knew Jamie...Did you Guys set me up? After I bought her coffee, and talked alittle.... well I got a date last Saturday. Right in the middle of our date..pony called me about Carson, right when we were gonna kiss. I explained to her, but she was kinda mad. Well I got to go so ...to be continued....

College

I'M GOING TO COLLEGE

OMG!!!!I got my letter from the college!!!! I was accepted!!!!! Full scholarship for the year!!!! Pony came with me to the college desk to register everything.I'm taking calculus,history,stock, etc. I also tried out for the football team.The coach loved me. He said I would totally make the team as the 1st Quarterback!!I also checked out the Cheerleaders!! Hot!!!I'm just so happy!!!! Pony was so happy that he got Soda and Kitkat to throw me a party!!!Oklahomha State is sending me more info in the mail.

New Year

Wow its 2010!!! I made a decision, my new years resolution is to stay in college for the year. I've decided to go to college cause i want to make a better life for Ponyboy,KitKat, and Sodapop. I'm gonna go for a business degree and then go for a pilots license.Don't worry guys I'm not going away and ill still have time to do stuff with you Pony.i already applied for a spot in Oklahomah State College, but I need you guys to help me out with things at home.